Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Sometimes you just want to go back when everything was so simple, when you were so naive, and all you did was just have fun in your own little world. Now its a bigger world, with big problems, and nothing is simple lol. But I would still rather be an adult, its just sometimes you look back and smile :p
I am excited to see my mom this friday! Looking at pictures, I miss her so much!
Chester and Lilly have a bacterial infection, its been really fun lol. NOT. Umm, its been really shitty...literally. Excuse my language :P
They are on loads of medication and it has not been easy trying to give them to em. Lilly doesnt like the food, I have to spoon feed it. Chester LOVES it. There are so chewy pills, Lilly hates it and once again...Chester LOVES it. Than there is this one liquid we have to give them, and they run once they see me take it out lol.
Two more weeks of this, and hopefully they will be healthy again!
Have a wonderful day!
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Hello the two people who probably read this, lol.
I am going to make a list or two, just to keep me sane since I am filled with boredom after work and since Justin once again wont be home because he works late 3 times throughout the week.
Things I am afraid of:
*Getting another job, because working at Bjs is the stable thing in my new life, that I am good at and understand. I know I can request off whenever and however long I want, which is nice because my mom can visit and I dont have to worry about figuring out the time off.
*I am afraid of new things, and I don't know where it came from. I like having a steady schedule, even though I constantly complain i want to do something different. Its like if my day isnt like normal, I kind of get thrown off track and even sort of nervous like something will go wrong. Its so strange, because I used to be the one who loved going out late and doing crazy things.
*I am afraid of getting into a car accident, cancer, anything that could possibly kill me or others. First off I am too young and worry I wont live to be a mother, or do things I always wanted to do, like go to Hawaii, or have a house and maybe even money :P lol. And if anything happened to the people I love, (and its happened before), I would feel unbelievably incomplete.
*I am afraid of looking stupid, ditzy, ridiculous, anything since I get so embarassed. Its funny how I dont care what people think when it comes to my opinions, but my actions I am constantly worried of people rolling there eyes at me.
Things that make me happy(temporary and permanent):
*Food, from italian to dessert
*Cooking, and it coming out good
*doing makeup, whether its my own or others
*pictures, looking back at certain memories always brings a smile to my face
*singing, acting, dancing like a white girl-you name it.
*reading, especially if its a book that I cant look away from.
*laughing with Justin, whether its him being silly or just both of us for no apparent reason other than that we just love each other
*decorating, and buying things for our apartment. I love walking into our apartment and it feels complete, and like a home should.
*Wine, though that is a temporary... if its sparkling than I probably have a smile on my face.
*my dogs, they can be absolute shitheads sometimes but the feeling I get when I look at them, puts a warm feeling in my heart and it doesnt go away. I couldnt imagine them not in this house.
*When I am not as white as a ghost and have a little tan, so I wont go out embarrassed in shorts lol.
*Last but not least, the important part...my friends and family.
Here are some ridiculous pictures of me I scrambled up...because.
What are you afraid of or what makes you happy?
Saturday, March 20, 2010
So I haven't been in the blogging mood, really. But I felt the need to do so today, so here goes.
Warning, there is negativity. lol
So, sometimes...I just want to scream, or hit something. Maybe a wall, but god knows we have given enough money to this apartment complex lol.
I will get into that, while I vent. A very "nice" women that works for our complex, lives in our building. She lives on the third floor, and said she saw me let Chester poop and didnt pick it up. Which is utter bull, because I remember perfectly he didnt. And even if he did, I am very good about picking it up. So she fined us $150.00, I was livid. First off, Chester pee's weird and second, being on the third floor how could u tell the difference. So anyways, stalker lady who apparently does nothing but look out her window and off her porch has a special place in my heart now lol.
Now, the thing that has truly been bothering me the most, where I am just absolutely depressed is I miss my family and friends in SA terribly.
My mom is everything to me, and when Justin is working till ten at night... I cant help but think that if she lived here, we would be having dinner and I wouldn't be home alone disciplining the dogs and cooking dinner for one.
I miss having coffee at starbucks, and going to taco cabana while I force her to drink a much needed margarita while we split some super nachos. I even miss when she drags me around in stores I hate, or takes an hour to find a card at hallmark.
I talk to her everyday, but its not the same.
And I miss my friends, old coworkers... you name it. Not that I dont have awesome friends, family and coworkers here but my friends who I miss have known me better than anyone here.
But hopefully (though I have a hard time calling friends) we stay in touch and when I do come to SA we can still chill. One of my best friends is getting married next year, and now I have a veryyyyy good excuse to come to SA :)
Anyways, I will stop with the sadness.
I do have very good days, we have had some really good ones with Marissa and Cody lately. They find out if they are having a boy or a girl tuesday, and I cant wait till my neice or nephew is here!
The dogs are doing good, had there stitches out yesterday from being spayed and neutered.Chester is a monster still and Lilly is my baby girl. He is fifty three pounds (there only seven months old) and she is thirty, I sometimes miss how tiny they were!
Well, tonight I am going out and am ready to have a glass of wine after my day at work! So I will Blog l8tr.
Everyone have a good rest of the weekend!
Here are some pics!
They didnt drink anything! I promise lol.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Good morning everyone! It has been awhile since I have blogged. I suppose I hadnt been in the mood, but today is a lovely day and besides my headache... I think it will be a good Tuesday.
Anyways, updates? Well...
Justin started his new Job, and he is very excited as well as I am.
Chester has become more of a shithead, excuse my language.lol
Oh, I found Uber cute pics of Lilly as a puppy last night. You have no idea how happy they made me :)
My mom and I had a wonderful weekend, she spoiled us rotten too which I cant complain.
We decided Brita was a better idea than bottled waters yesterday lol.
One tree hill Just seems to get more like a soap opera everyday, but I still am addicted.
We got the finishing touches in the apartment, now I need to get pics!
I am starting to dislike my job again, but hopefully (doubtful) it will be motivation for another job.
Oh! And I am very hungry so will have to update more later!
Hope everyone has a wonderful week!
(Here are the pics I found)
Thursday, February 11, 2010
So we had to take the dogs out to make some yellow snow, and here are some pics!
Everyone have a good day :D
They loved the snow!